so i have spent
my bank holiday monday working, finishing early, watching films, eating too many hot cross buns, and sweets, and in bed in my pjs at half past 9 with my hair looking like ive just stuck my hand in a electricity socket…..hot
I feel crap still so have a photo of me when I didn’t look/feel as crap as I do now, I got breakfast cooked for me, free roast dinner at work, pub after work, and steak when I got home and it’s only lifted my mood slightly. Shittest past week EVER! Going to bed to sleep before a very busy busy day Tomorow, bonne nuit xox
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all i have done today is go to the wake up, eat, go up the charity shop, eat, watch tv, eat, online shopping, eat, more online shopping, eat, and now im carrying on, on my sofa, fml, fixing up my budget, paha god help me!
can’t help but wanna pack everythin up and move to france already
FUCK YOU TOPSHOP
spent 70 quid on 2 pairs of jeans, in the exact same fucking size i always order my jeans on there seeing as it’s the ONLY FUCKING SHOP I can buy jeans which actually fit, and they arrive, and are too long and make me look like a fucking two legged mermaid for fucks sake i was so looking forward to coming home to lots of nice deliveries after my tiring 10 hour shift but no thats fine topshop you fuck it all up you bastards with your different sizes but apprently the fucking metric system is not relevant to your fucking clothing line and 28” in one pair of jeans is correct but oh lets have a joke and make another pair of jeans 28’ but ….REALLY THEYRE MORE LIKE 2347239875329857629” LONG! WOOOOOOHOOOOO SOOOO FUNNNYYYYYYYY!!!!!1!!!!!
………i am very tired
have this picture of me coz right now i look like a dickwod and am not photo worthy, got a 11 hour shift in 40 minutes and won’t finish till near midnight tonight, clearly living the dream….. :(!
today has been so lovely, spent all day with most of my family, and my nana and granddad, got alot of love for my family at the moment. life’s not easy but there positivity in alot, if you let it be seen, i’ve realised lately. really really happy at the moment, even if it is just the little things, and not having the same weekend as every other fucker publishing every second of it on facebook. stopped using facebook alot lately as well, don’t need to see everyones lives strewn across there every minute of the day, or what they wore when they went out, or how fucking fabolous their uni/social/general life is, we all have a good time but i’m not gunna write a fucking book of status’ updates about it now, /rant of the day over haha. really excited to go back to work on thursday (surprisingly, strange i know haha)! and see everyone and catch up :)! ANYWAY, 2nd day off tomorow to see my boy, and hopefully spend some time with my mum! anyway, back to birthday present shopping (joy), bonne nuit! xox
alright, new job is going perrrrrrfectly. loving life, and the people/atmosphere there :) well happy and so SO SO nice not to be constantly stressed/grumpy/moody/want to kill everybody and not to be under pressure 24/7!!! much much happier with myself, life, the people around me etc! off to do my nails, au revoir xo
hi aware of lack of tumblr-ing, new job and taking a new perperspective on things! all is good. can’t wait for this weekend with my boy, so exciiiiited.
p.s i know my eyes look azn and funny but thats the way i like them, azn
handed my notice in today, it’s actually hit me now that i won’t be so fucking stressed anymore, yaaay
crappiest day, practically loosing my job day by day even though i am the only one who works hard enough to keep that small company alive, shame i’m the only one who puts the effort in. home from the pub now though so mood’s lifted slightly from decent company, now ordering loads more dvds to cheer myself up because i am so not sad
byeeee
forever scruffy
had such a nice day off don’t wanna go back to work tomorow raaaaah
scruffy and bored and tired and not feeling well is fantastic when i have to get up early on my day off tomorow to take my car to be mot’d/serviced and then wait around in horsham for 6 hours, joyyyyyy
gunna go make a cuppa and watch final destination trilogy because i know i won’t be getting a early night tonight
